seem a saint

happy 21st to me!

Mon, 30 Nov 2009 02:47:57 GMT

my birthday went from an low-blow...job.. (rofl) to FUCK YEAH ITS MY BIRTHDAY!

samir is fucking awesome!
'nuff said.
all of you should go to tejano bounce!

Deja Vu

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 21:31:23 GMT

Looking for my own apt again. Preferably in the stc perimeter (not a dorm) I should find one in a week or too, I suppose.

I have a lot to say.

Happy Easter.

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 01:13:32 GMT

oh yeah, so completely disregard the previous entry. thanks.

btw, as of today Im currently without a phone. the use and abuse it took was too much. so it died on me, go figure.

I'll be without one til tomorrow I suppose, so if you want to get a hold of me, hit me up telepathically. or just simply show up at my apt, to those who know where I sleep.

have I mentioned that we purchased a wii?

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 18:42:10 GMT

so yeah, if I haven't... we have purchased a motherfucking wii!

it is sort of addicting, thankfully I work during the day so I only have night time and days off to enjoy it, but then again I'd rather play with lily. everything's been a little bit eh, I can't explain it. I won't explain it. funny how beautiful a facade can look. I've always been really good at hiding my emotions. besides fuck me, I have more important things and people to worry about than being selfish.

so yeah I only have an hour to make my lunch, then I'm off to work at 4.
school and work are kicking my ass into the dirt, over and over and over... I feel like kicking one to the curb.
but I can do this. I think.

zombie fuck youism. lots of it, compliments of school, work, and just life.
fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you school and work.

fabuloso extraordinaire

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 22:38:36 GMT

Two of many cute things I've purchased recently!

His name is Wolfgang! Watch out, Tilly. (I know I'm a cat lady, but I manage well dont trip)

And my new super cute Pandapple nano cover.

Sunday cleaning is really an outlet for stress. Besides afterwards I feel completely better and the apartment smells so fucking good. I hope it stays this way for awhile, I just gotta keep it consecutive.

We've been decorating more and more to our apt with every paycheck.
The only things left are:
+ curtains for the living room and bedroom.
+ bamboo shades
+ more appropriate welcome mat
+ new living room television
+ chinese divider to seperate the living room from the dining room
+ costers
+ more glade's hawaiian breeze plug-ins (we already have 2 and I recommend that shit to everyone and anyone!)

the wants and not needs are:
~ couch covers
~ wall shelves
~ painting for the top of the kitchen pantry door
~ and more decorative art/figurines

Whoa... but I mean come on what the fuck.
I'm going to be living in here for a year!

8 hours of porn orders....maybe.

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 20:23:13 GMT

wearing cute dresses to work are fun.

zombie-ism

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 18:37:20 GMT

tiny flying player pianos carried aloft on the breeze.
as evening falls, they hang beneath the eaves.
I hear their tinkling cacophony,
til one by one, they sleep.
oh, if only I could sleep...

my walking heart.

Wed, 25 Feb 2009 19:32:27 GMT

6 months in 3 days.
whoa

I got the feeling of love.

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 21:09:47 GMT

All A's in my classes. Lily's healthy, minus the little cold she has due to the weather. Our apartment is facing north so we get the full brunt of the cold front. I need to get her a humidifier, or something.

I also think, no matter how new it is, that our apartment is downright haunted. I hear noises through the baby monitor at night... it might be just white noise, but I'm very paranoid. Especially since I've been watching that show The Haunting on the discovery channel. So pretty much I think every place is haunted if it's old, or I hear noises. I'm a scaredy cat D:

Oh! I also found a volkswagen jetta for sale, and I'm really really wanting it. Although I have to wait to show Adrian a picture of it so I can get good judgment from someone who loves volkswagens just as much as I do! It might be just the right first car for me... I hope.

I've got to stop procrastinating... back to hw!
hastaaa!

my hair is so long it almost goes passed my breasts.
I'm excited to be able to not wear a shirt and still hide 'em
j/k....sorta.

True love.

Wed, 28 Jan 2009 17:21:40 GMT

If your parents ever tell you that you've scared them half to death, and you've taken it with a grain of salt, think about it harder please.

Last night when we were finishing up moving in to the new apartment, Lily's temperature went up to 101. I knew earlier on in the day I had a headache and the sniffles, but I was taking care of her while Alex was at school. So instantly, I figured I was the one that got her sick. As if I wasn't shitting bricks enough I had the guilt add on to it.

I have never tripped out so bad in my whole entire life.

We gave her baby tylenol and came to my parent's house and fortunately her fever started reducing to her normal temperature of 97.2 I was so relieved, but then vomitted because of how upset I've been. Or maybe it was because I'm sick. Either way I had never been so scared or cried so hard. Yes I cried, which is something that I never ever do unless it really hits close to home. This hit right on the bull's eye.

My little Lily.
My little Achilles heel.
I'll love you always.
Time is nothing.

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 02:57:16 GMT

Finding an apartment as harder than I expected it to be... although I'm kind of rusty at it since the last time I went apartment shopping it didn't take much til we found one and moved in. I was rushed then, but I'm in no rush now. Does anyone have suggestions??

Preferably in edinburg.
Thanks!
<3

IM DEBATING.

Thu, 15 Jan 2009 19:45:03 GMT

so,

should I cut my hair short?

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 22:48:23 GMT

I've been happy as of late. classes end in 2 weeks, and I still have A's in both. Lily is great. Alex is great. Tilly and Rufus are great. last but not least, my friends are great. Also, my new dress is pretty great. I bought it at Marciano the other day... it was originally almost 300 bones, but I bought it for 73. I win.

20 years young

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 08:50:09 GMT

barely.

I don't feel any different.

Tue, 25 Nov 2008 01:18:33 GMT

finally, it's time for the holidays.

-thanksgiving!
-my birthday!
-xmas!

so far all I know is that I'm getting the new Macbook, shopping spree, and probably a dinner to whatever restaurant. I'm satisfied with just that.

I'm also satisfied with 2 more weeks of school, then vacation!
I know it's wishful thinking, but I hope it snows again this year.

reinvent-america

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 13:45:08 GMT

Obama got elected president!
and it's a happy day for America... with the exception of McCain luvers.

3 cheers to you, Obama. If you can get elected to presidency in this damn country... you can do anything. I was (as I'm sure alot of people were)
inspired by this election.

And for all of you who voted solely for racial means, don't tell me. I'll most likely dropkick you off a building.

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:30:26 GMT

yeah, like fuck yeah I turned in all my assignments and managed to have lots of fun this weekend!

the only downside being that I didn't wear a costume. I was actually thuper bummed because it was the first time in my life that I hadn't dressed up for halloween. pft, the first and the last! next year I'll be prepared. yeah, alex and I took lily out trick or treating even though she doesn't really ackknowledge this holiday, it was her first. my mom bought her a strawberry costume and she rocked it! she looks so adorable, I wanted to eat her. we took pictures and hopefully when I find the cord I'll upload them onto my computer and post them for everyone to see.

I'll probably be super bombarded with college soon, it's just easy peasy to me now, but I'm sure it'll all come back and bite me in the ass when I'm swamped with assignments and procrastinating. yeah, I'm a procrasinator, it sucks, but I've shaken the habit for 3 weeks, why not more?

that's all it took. a fucking reality check... to show me how much you really mean to me.

Thu, 30 Oct 2008 20:30:09 GMT

3 weeks into school and I've manage to pull A's in both my classes. A stands for Ass-raping bitch, fuck yeah! I just need to keep this up.

today's duties:
feed/burp/change lily's dirty diapies<3
finish both assignments for classes, 1 down another to go.
make a halloween costume for tomorrow.
... and get all these done in time for leo's birthday at midnight.

I'm a little mad sometimes, but aren't we all? That's why I'm going to be the Mad Hatter.

[edit]
looks like I missed the oppurtunity(sp?) to get a costume.
how sad. alot of other day-ruining facts. oh well.

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 16:51:46 GMT

I've said before I'm a chronic entry-deleter. it's a sickness.

COM140 & GEN105 are not my fwends, they're my classes.
and I'm raping them. I want to be a psychiatrist so badly.

Lily Alexandria Acosta

Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:53:39 GMT

I have the most beautiful daughter in the world!

I feel as if my life has JUST begun... a real life.
I've never felt so complete.

l-o-v-e

Sun, 03 Aug 2008 03:31:17 GMT

hi everyone, I haven't updated in quite some time but I guess since everyone's
opening up and spilling their guts on the table, I felt compelled to as well.

I love every single one of you. you are all individuals, so special in every way and have
so much to offer to a friendship, relationship, this world, etc. all uniquely beautiful.
I dont care if we bump heads on decisions we decide to make in our lives, if you decide
that my life is one big mistake after another (but I believe otherwise), or if you just
overall don't like me. chances are, I'll still love you. I've spent my previous years
with so much hate in my heart and for what? what was it all good for? absolutely nothing.

on the other hand, alex and I went to child birthing classes at the renaissance (sp?)
today and learned some valuable information along with breathing techniques (some of them
are really just silly, but hey, whatever gets you by)
I've decided I am going to take my ipod in with me to focus and listen to calming music.
any suggestions!?!
I am so excited!! I have about 3 more weeks til my journey through pregnancy ends and I reach
the quest of motherhood. I hope I'm ready, I am trying so hard.
it'll be my other rock.

...
baby, school, work.
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this.

school girl outfitism

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 19:49:33 GMT

tilly and i

back before i started getting fat, i was a schoolgirl all the time. all the time.

sigh

i told you, i was trouble.

Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:04:03 GMT

it is precisely 7:02 am on this tues-day. i have to be at a doctor's appointment in 2 hours, and all i want to do is crawl back into bed and attempt to get the
goodnights rest that i've been lacking for a few hours now.

hallo wandering eyes,
hallo fwends,
hallo lover,
say hallo to my new livejournal.

keep your complaints to yourself..
i'm trying to erase old memories, completely.
and when i mean completely... i mean
COM-FUCKING-PLETELY.